
This will be a lot, but pardon if I’m not super descriptive, I don’t open up too well, especially behind a screen. (Also, I’m super mad at the moment, I was almost done, and I accidentally hit backspace and lost it all >:(. )
I’ll start with a question. Do you have that person in your life where no matter what you do, or where you are, you can’t go a minute without thinking of them? That one who makes you feel happy, confident, whole, and alive? In the last year, Skye has become my best friend, inspiration, and my love, and these things mean the world to me.
First and foremost, Skye is my best friend for relatively obvious reasons. She’s the first and last person I speak to every day. I could spend every day with you, and it wouldn’t be dull. She’s never betrayed my trust, or made me doubt her feelings for me, which is awesome, since I worry a lot. Because of how trustworthy and great of a friend/person she is, I’ve completely opened up to her. This is HUGE because ever since I broke up with April two years back (it was not a smooth breakup), I’ve had a really hard time talking about how I feel (long story about our relationship, just know it sucked and I was walked on, essentially). Since then, I’ve only entirely confided in Zach Ekstrom and Skye, and they’re really all I need. I know I can go to her for anything and everything, which means so much to me, it’s crazy. Also, just her being so close to me is huge, because I see friendship as a huge foundation for a good relationship, and I only date someone if I can see myself with them for a very long time (with the ultimate goal of marriage, but not with the intent of “Oh, we’re dating so we’re gonna get married”, I think much more into it). I know she’s always there for me, no matter what, and she’s shown me some selfless love I’ve never experienced before, and I love it. I would probably say this is one of the most meaningful parts of a relationship, because once the romance is gone, all you have is each other.
Also, she has inspired me to be all that I can be, and never to give up. With a vast majority of my close friends leaving for their universities while I’m stuck here, it’s been so hard. But even when I got my letter of denial from USF, and felt like a disappointment and failure, she was there. She reassured me, and gave me the confidence that i needed to keep my chin up. I really cannot put into words how much that means to me, that she’s so supportive. I’ll never forget that, or anything else she does for me. Also, she has never made me feel insufficient in my schooling or anything. She’s always straightforward and honest, and rather supportive. Without her, I’d be in a really rough time still, having to deal with life at the moment. She always knows how to brighten my day, even when things are looking rather solemn. I absolutely love how she does that. She’s my own personal sunlight, if you will.
And I suppose this is the last of the three, but not the least at all. Above all else, at the end of the day, I’m ecstatic that I get to call her mine. She’s the best girlfriend I’ve ever had, and I never want to give her up. She’s so comfortable around me, it’s adorable. She’s my moon and stars, and I admire her. She’s an idol of mine, if you will. I adore how she’s so strong, especially having went through what she has. I want to be like her in ways like that. She’s more than just somebody I hug and kiss. She holds a part of me that no one else has dared come close to having, and I’m not afraid of that. I don’t feel that she could leave me in the dust any minute, like I once feared every moment with April. She’s more than simply my girlfriend, she’s my love. She means the world to me, and that’s no joke. I love her with all of my heart, mind, and soul.
I hope this kinda put things into perspective, and I’d like to know who you are, if that wouldn’t be a problem (:
Hey there, beautiful.
So I’m sitting here, with the girl I love laying down behind me. I’m typing this in hopes that this will make her smile, and forgive me for being a little nerdcake =/.
Baby, you are my everything. You’re my sun and stars. I really have no idea how things would be right now if it weren’t for you in my life. You’ve made me feel like no one else has, and it’s awesome. Every moment with you is a blessing, even if it’s being spent like this one right now. I can’t express how great of a person you are, inside and out. You’re compassionate, which is something I lack a lot. You’re loving, especially when I (and others) need it the most. You’re supportive. You’ve never made me feel like I can’t follow my dreams, or become what I aspire to be. You would make so many sacrifices for me, it’s crazy. You’ve shown me some selfless love that I’ve never seen or experienced before in my life. Not only does having you make me the happiest I’ve ever been, it makes me the luckiest guy I know. You’re definitely the one person I’ve been dreaming of meeting my entire life, and I never want you to go. We’ve been through some really rough times, especially in the last month or so. But we’ve gotten through it, and we’ll get through so much more. I’ll never give up on you, even when things look hopeless. Even though right now you may not want to look at me, I know you won’t give up either. I know that we’re going to have a future together, and it’s going to be great.
I can’t wait until we have too many pictures to put in one place, and that you’ll need to expand your wall to two, and maybe even all over. I want to laugh, to love, and to live with you until we’re old and gray, and then live some more. You’re the part of me that I’ve been missing for so long, and I never want this to end. Never change baby, you’re perfect just the way you are.
I love you, today and forevermore, sincerely, Joseph Anthony Montagnino
I’m going to miss the mornings and lunches with you. I’ll miss the laughs and smiles we’ve shared, and most of all, I’ll miss you. You’re my best friend, and I’m going to miss every moment I don’t get to spend with you. But just know that this isn’t over. This is but another chapter ending, and another beginning. We’re going to have so many more great times together, and I hope they never end. You’re truly the most awesome girl I’ve ever met, and I love you. Don’t be down babe, I’m still here, and always will be.




